Procrastination is WIN
So, I’m back to writing. I can tell this because I am never entirely sure what time of day it is or even what day it is. When I’m not writing, I’m thinking about writing, and if I have to do something other than write, I am seriously annoyed (unless it is one of my many stalling/procrastination activities which I have decided are part of the ‘process’). My coffee intake has tripled, and I am a paranoid neurotic mess.
Be happy you do not get text messages from me right now. They are all a bit insane and needy. Okay, most of them are a lot needy.
This is how I roll.
And, believe it or not, when I am like this I feel very alive. I feel completely insane but very alive and energized. Well, that is when the self doubt isn’t freaking out, but the self doubt lives other places than my writing right now, so it is all good for the writing.
I also understand why I need to take long breaks from it. Someone pointed out to me that on my last really big writing binge I went six months without seeing anyone other than my family and Tina. I’m pretty sure that is not healthy. There is a difference between focused and being completely submersed in your own world of crazy. I’m trying to avoid being committed or heavily medicated.
The slack jawed video watching from the last writing binge has begun. I am going to leave you with this treasure.
I’mma go do something about this raging head ache.
Geeks a Geeking