I shot myself in the foot with the boring and calm comments. Things went all wonky again Monday. I’m having a hard time believing it is only Wednesday.
Things are not nearly as bad as last time. More than just that we are in a wonderful hospital that is a lot more comfortable, better food, and wi-fi, things are much less scary. I’m not afraid with every breath about what might happen next. Over the past few months, I have been really working hard on trying to be an eternal optimist. I had to look at the good side and live in hope because the rest was too dark to face.
This time, when things went all wonky with Dad, the optimism happened without trying. This time instead of fear, we are trying to focus on him getting the help he needs to truly recover. Things look a lot better. Things will be a lot better.
I suspect it will be next week before I post regularly again. Family first.
The second would work far better than the first
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