Yesterday I dropped off an application off at City Hall for a job at the library. Afterwards I went into the library to check out some books and talk to my old boss. She had left to run an errand and when she returned she had my application in her hand.
Before I went to chat her up about how awesome I am in her office i had decided to make myself sound like I was happy. As we got to talking, I realized that I am really happy. I realized I having more good days than bad. Halle-freaking-lujah.
I still have a lot to do. I still have moments of intense sadness. I still get moody as hell at times. Damn, it still feels good to have more good times than bad.
I have a job interview. It is one more step to getting back on track. I am so stoked.
I am writing in my head nearly all the time now. (Of course, when it comes time to blog, it is never something I blog about.)
Okay, I am dashing off now. I know, I know, another lame ass short blog. I made up for Saturday’s blog. I will make up for today’s lame ass short blog.
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