So that was a fascinating bit of crazies I went through. Tuesday I didn’t write at all because I was completely batshit insane. I woke up in a panic attack and it kind of stuck around all fucking day. The very idea of trying to have an actual conversation stressed me out into tears. I went to the super wal-mart and then cooked and baked some bread and that made me feel better. I am calling it baking therapy. Then I had a conversation and tried to pretend to not be crazy and it stressed me out so bad that I had to have tequila therapy. Like I said, I was pretty bat shit insane. (I bet that is how those tarsier monkeys feel when they commit suicide from the stress of loud noises and being touched too much.)
I’m much better now. I can’t be completely sure, but I think I have adjusted to the season change now and can continue on being my super cool self. I will keep an eye on things for the next few days.
I have discovered I really like to cook. It is so strange. I used to HATE to cook. Now I have a Better Homes and Gardens cookbook and I bake and shit. I find a strange pride in preparing a good meal. I’m actually not bad at it either. Well, okay, my bread is still pretty heavy but it is tasting better at least.
I just realized this is the most pointless blog ever. I am going to stop it now.
Geeks a Geeking