Oct 27
Three months ago, in order to support my Viking on his diet I started making food changes myself. Every single time I’ve done this in the past of done something involving constant monitoring of what I ate and how much I was exercising which always spun into my life being controlled by this spiraling obsession …
Jul 25
Yesterday, I went to my monthly shrink appointment. When he asked me how I was doing, I answered honestly: pretty shitty, you? I reminded him of Dad’s death last month and told him about all the problems I was having. Some days I felt like I was made of panic and loneliness. Some days I …
Nov 05
The first and only earthquake I ever felt was on my thirtieth birthday. It was a pretty clear signal my thirties were going to be fascinating. My thirty-first birthday was the first time my parents met the Viking, and I fell even more deeply in love with the man. I already knew he was my …
Oct 29
Oh, my dear, sweet, Gentle Readers, life is different for me know. I’m slowly moving out into the middle of nowhere with the man I love. I feel different. So many things around me are different. I am happy. The Viking and I are setting up my office. It is also my bed room. Yes, …
Aug 09
My father is in the hospital again. This post isn’t about that, but yet it is. My mom and I were sitting on some comfortable benches by the elevators at the hospital waiting for something, when this woman started punching the buttons angrily and yelling into her cellphone. She hung up her phone, and when …
Jul 23
I have a bunch of random stuffs from my brain. I’mma throw them out to you. Tall Woman Win: I just changed a light bulb. All I had to do to reach it was put on shoes with tiny heels. I now have a locking, fold-out hard make up case, a suitcase of my very …
Jul 02
First, the stay when Tina helped me do all the awesome upgrades to the look of the site, we also did a pin-up shoot. I had a blast and felt so sexy. We learned that her wienie dog is SERIOUSLY freaked out by me blowing bubbles. Unfortunately, there was only one out of the group …
May 21
First blog post in a long time blah blah blah, life blah blah. You guys get it. We take care of the things we love. Yesterday, I was driving and I realized I take the best care of the things I love. If I loved myself and my body more, I would take care …
Apr 03
I haven’t been around. I’ve been taking care of business. I’ve also been trying very hard to keep up my New Year’s goal of giving up guilt. I’m learning to understand I can only do so much and forgive myself the things I don’t do. It’s a lot fucking harder than you would think. My …
Feb 04
I have nothing notable going on. Um, I worked out today to try get rid of cramps and train for the 5k I want to do. I wrote some last night. I plan on writing more tonight. I miss the Viking fiercely, and it’s been less than three weeks since I last saw him. My …
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