I know I’m supposed to write a blog about things I plan to do better this new year. I know what I need to better. It is the same stuff as ever, but resolving to change that never works, so I’m changing shit up.
So here is my New Year’s resolution: Grab on to all of the happiness in my life and make it through the bad.
Simple. I want to be happy.
2013 will be about what I can do to make my life and the lives of those I love better. I want to spread some happy.
I want to be a bottle of puppy smiles and unicorn farts. (Unicorn farts are universally known to be the happiest things on earth.)
In 2012, I learned the beauty of being simply, beautifully content and happy. I know what it is to have joy so deep that it almost hurts. I know what is to love so much it is scary and the power of telling that fear to fuck off.
In 2012, I learned I’m not growing into something else and I have a final form. I stopped worrying about rushing into that form. The point is the becoming. If you focus too much on the end point you end up missing some really great shit on the way.
In 2012, I finally learned to stop hating myself for all the things that are wrong with me. I can now forgive myself and be a bit kinder to me.
So 2013, more of the same.
Geeks a Geeking