So, It’s a distinct possibility I have swirled into a world of strange chaos. The bout of depression is fully gone, and has been for awhile. I’m back to being a goofball happy pants. The Viking and I have my birthday date on Saturday, and I am so excited. I am so excited I painted …
Category: My Geek-tastic World
Warning: Probably contains a lot of stories about WoW and super wal-mart
Oct 30
I Have Your Answer Right Here
MSN asked today when the candidates should start campaigning after hurricane Sandy. The answer is simple: Don’t. We are a week away from the elections. People know who both Romney and Obama are. They know what they stand for. A few more campaign speeches might change a couple of minds. The money and volunteer energy …
Oct 27
Brain Shutdown Because of Non-Activity
Today, I have been having this weird cycle of extreme brain activity then shutdown. It’s like my brain overheats and has a forced shutdown. The worst part is that I have spent most of the active brain parts of the the cycle doing stupid shit like playing Guild Wars 2 or looking at DYAC.com instead …
Oct 25
A Blog in which a Recluse Makes a Friend
Today, I made a friend. No shit, the hermit made another friend. Okay, technically, I knew her already but not really. We went to high school together and that shit really doesn’t count as knowing each other. I didn’t know me in high school, much less anyone else. We saw each other at my friend …
Oct 23
The Climb Out
So, it’s honesty time. Shit got bad this weekend. Shit started going bad last week, but Sunday was the lowest point I’ve had in a long time. The feeling of being a worthless fuck-up kept snowballing from Thursday. It was so huge, by Saturday I was one deep, barely contained panic attack. I fought it. …
Oct 18
One of Those Days
I think because I’m sick with whatever bug is going around (seriously, I’m beginning to think I WILL be patient zero for the plague that wipes out the world), and it is that time of year where I get depressed, I’m having one of those days. I feel ugly, useless, whiny, and like a waste …
Oct 16
Should Do and Are Doing are Often Two Different Things
I find my amusement where I can. I feel like I have been a whiny sack of whine on here lately. I would pretend I haven’t been, but I kinda have been. Last week I was just not doing it. I don’t know what my issue is, but it just wasn’t happening. I would …
Oct 11
Thoughtful Consideration is for the Birds
I’m going to be completely honest with you guys: Tuesday my give a shit was damn near broke. I had a billion tiny things to do, and my sinuses and allergies were kicking my ass too bad to do them with any flare. And, if I were really honest, I would admit to myself, missing …
Oct 06
Either/Or
I’m going to apologize for being so heinously boring lately. Things have been all wacky like, but in a good way. I’ve also come to understand I am far more interesting when I write angry blogs over happy blogs. I’m generally happy and too tired to brew up a healthy head of self-righteous steam. Look …
Oct 04
So… Tired….
Here’s the thing; my life is wonderful. My life is so wonderful I actually gross myself out with my happiness sometimes. I’ll take it. It’s been about a month since I have slept on a regular pattern, and at least several weeks when I did something more than nap. Writing and allergies have seriously whipped …
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